Leaving

 Leaving

“I have friends”, he said

“I talk with them”, he said

“I meet them”, he said

I choked his neck myself


Maybe I'll have to live without him

Maybe i will just end without him

Maybe he will make me see right

Oh no his eyes have already lost its light


We used to spend time together

Hold our lives together

Now I can't even rant 

Who will nag me, tell me my plans


He looked just like me

Always thinking about me

He was always inside me

Afterall he did always guide me


Now I can see clearly

Know that he lies foolishly

Always claimed my friends as his

Afterall he was my split


Now I am left wondering

How whole am I left after wandering

Should I celebrate or mourn

Afterall all my ego is no more


“I have friends”, he said

“I talk with them”, he said

“I meet them”, he said

I choked his neck myself


Maybe I'll have to live without him

Maybe i will just end without him

Maybe he will make me see right

Oh no his eyes have already lost it’s light

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